“Sometimes I would sit in my house for days and don’t come out and nobody would understand the depression I going through. At times it get so bad like I don’t want to do anything, but with every day I still thanking God that I still living.
“Is all the things I thinking about my life and how it could have gone differently. But you know, I sorry to say this but it is the truth, my mother have a lot to do with it and I does ask God to help me to forgive she, but I don’t know.
“People does see me behaving bad, yea I know I does behave lawless sometimes, but nobody don’t know is just me trying to like drown out all them things in me head and not to think about what happen to me in this life,” she told me.