Dear Editor
When I was in Guyana sometime in 2011 or 2012, if I recall correctly, one of the PPP’s Phantom Squad assassins was following me around. The person was a known killer on the payroll of the dictatorship. One night the ex-policeman turned agent of extrajudicial killings had told two persons I knew that I was targeted to be killed. That caused me to believe that it was more intimidation than a quest to take my life. I went to see Raphael Trotman at the AFC headquarters in Georgetown the next day. I told him about the threat and gave him the name of the person. Raphael is a high profile lawyer and politician. He told me he knew the name and I should be careful. He said he would look into it but I must not be alone anywhere, day or night. Always be around people, he told me. The threat disappeared after speaking to Raphael. The phantom squad mercenary stopped following me.
Today, I sent a congratulatory message to the former Natural Resources Minister on his ascension to the position of General Secretary of the AFC. He replied promptly. I read the message and without readily realising it, tears did not only come to my eyes, they ran down my cheeks. What Raphael said to me reminded me of my worth even when I doubt myself. Even when the differences in my own party, the PNC takes its toll and I feel disrespected and unappreciated, his words shook me back to the realisation that like others, I simply matter to the struggle. And it was only a few days ago, in conversation with Nigel Hughes that he too reminded me of the importance of self-worth. He added that the problem is that some Guyanese cannot decide on their worth and value and that’s a problem.
There is a constant when one examines AFC politicians; there is humanity in them. They are accessible, compassionate, thoughtful and genuine. Thanks Raphael, Buju seh, who said big man don’t cry. And welcome back to active politics. As always, I continue to wish you good health. Congratulations on your ascension to the position of General Secretary of the AFC.
Sincerely,
Norman Browne
Social and Political Activist
